Carry your vacancies with you

Hello wife

Sorry I haven't met you yet

I've had a busy life

I was busily learning how to be

A version of me

That would be worthy of you

I was busy learning how to breathe

This life can sometime be so suffocating

So I have been debating

Whether or not to write you

To say a few things that feel true

Did I turn left and miss you

walking in the other direction

While you were out adding to your movie collection

Or did you see me and not think I was worthy of your body

Then you should have looked deeper

Those eyes, although beautiful could be my reaper

They still see me backwardly

It is your beautiful brain that sets things right

We could've met tonight

Instead you just walked on by

When you should've said hi

Were you born on different soil

Do you speak with an accent

Does your temper start to boil

when your mind turns to those whose touch made you recoil

Do not think of them 

They stopped mattering the moment we met

But we haven't yet

Just wait for that day

Think of me

I will erase the bruises they left

I am sorry that my absence has left you bereft

I will spend our forever earning my place within your chest

I only care about you even if we haven't met

I'd like to think you're out there

One day we will meet and clear the air